I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
The photo of Dozer with his ice pop is so beautiful to see he still has enjoyment in life. 🦮
Words fail of course. Just here to be one of the thousands of voices that will be thinking of you and Dozer. Love your recipes, love your Dozer moments. Thanks Nagi. Thank you Dozer.
Oh Nagi. I’m so sorry you’re going through this inevitable part of being a pet parent. I hate it! Thank you for sharing Dozer with us over the years. We’ve loved him from afar. God bless all of you in this journey.
Dear Nagi, sending you love and hugs while you navigate this final chapter. ❤️
I’m so sorry Nagi. You’ve given him such a great life, which is all we can do for our pets ♥️ lots of love and strength xo
He’s a beautiful being and has brought much pleasure to you and all of us watching you both over the years. It is so sad to lose a pet – they just become part of the family.
Love and prayers for you both. Hoping Dozer will fulfil your wish to have time at home, doing all those things he loves xxxxx
sending big hugs to you Nagi and Dozer, <3
So sorry about sweet Dozer. I am.sending wishes of healing for him to.come home to you.
Kathleen in Yuma, Arizona
all our love Doser and Nagi,
Anonymous quote:
“When we lose someone we love we must learn
Thinking of both you and Dozer at this difficult time! Hope he gets that little bit of a respite to get home and enjoy someone his favourite treats ! Love to you both !
Ivm here cheering you both on with the very best wishes for a brilliant last chapter.
Much love to you both.
Christel in Canada
Sending love and hugs Nagi, healing vibes and strength to Dozer at this difficult time. He is a beautiful boy, love him 💞😘
Love to you both- I hope you can be with him right to the end as he will look for you, his favourite person in his world ❤️
Love and hugs to you and Dozer ❤️ xx
Sending big hugs to you and Dozer’s wider family. I lost a canine family member last year so am well aware of how you all must be feeling. Take care and give Dozer cuddles from us all ❤️
Oh Nagi, l am crying as l read this. They never live long enough, do they? It is the saddest, most difficult part of being a pet owner. And you have been a wonderful one. Love to you both ❤️❤️🐾🐾
What a beautiful tribute to your furry best friend. I will hug my 12 year old Bichon a little tighter tonight, and we will be thinking of you and Dozer.
Much love from Lake Oswego, Oregon USA
I am so sorry. I recently had to say goodbye to my faithful companion of 11yrs.
No worse feeling losing your baby.
I wish you peace and love to cope with what lies ahead.