I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Oh Nagi, i was so sorry to read this email update.
You’re in my thoughts along with Dozer. Please give him a pat from all of us. He’s such a good boy, and his cheekiness will be missed. But for now cherish the time you have.
Lots of love!
We’re all pulling for Dozer, and thinking of you all.
My heart breaks for you. I’ve followed your site since the beginning and I’ve watched him grow with you and your exploits.
I am also the proud owner of an enormous 9.5 year old 1st generation Labradoodle which missed out on the hypoallergenic coat so he’s basically a giant, orange shaggy mess and is the light of my life. He’s always reminded me of Dozer but he’s getting on and slowing down and I dread the day I lose him.
Thankyou for sharing him with us, it’s been wonderful. The nation will grieve with you and you have my most sincere condolences.
So so with you both. Such a beautiful and tough journey to share. Dozer so super special. Probably not too far behind you with our girl – a mountain of tears ahead. Big love to you all.
My heart is aching for you. Please give Dozer extra kisses and cuddles from me. Sending you virtual support Nagi, it’s a tough time. Xoxo
Crying as I write to say I feel your dedication and love for your Dozer such a gorgeous soul.
I too hv a 14 yr old boy who has a mix of medical issues
and everyday I question is today the day I say goodbye..
All the very best for the next chapter🙏
My heart aches for you😢
Sending much love and big hugs 🤗🥰🤗🥰
Marilyn
I’m so sorry Nagi xx
So sorry Nagi sending hugs for you and Dozer. Enjoy the special time you will be spending with Dozer. You and Dozer are an amazing pair ❤️
Oh my heart is breaking for you Nagi. I can barely see to type. I went through the same last year with my big girl. Much love. Naz xxx
Oh Nagi. My eyes are leaking buckets and my heart is hurting for you both.
I’m so sorry. The only negative to being a fur parent.
Thinking of you both and sending all my love your way. Virtual bear hug to the amazing Dozer, always xxx
Sending you and Dozer our love, hugs, pats and kisses. You have both made our lives so much better. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. ❤️
Sending love to you and Dozer!
My thoughts are with you. I’m
Certain that Dozer knows how much he is loved by you. X
I’m so sorry Nagi
Dozer had so much love in his life and had the best home he could possibly have had for both of you . I lost my beloved Ted 18 months ago and I’m still grieving . I try hold onto how lucky I was to have had him in my life . He was also 13 going on 14 yrs too.
Big hugs and take all the time you need .
Mags x
Thinking of you during this difficult time Nagi x
Oh, Nagi. I’m crying too. Hugs, hugs, hugs to you both. Take the time you need, and be kind to yourself as well as Dozer. He knows he is loved beyond all mortal dogs, and you know that you are and will always be his sun, moon and stars.
So very sorry, Nagi – having followed you and Dozer from the start, he feels like my own and I know how hard this is. Love to you both xx
All my love every waking moment of the day.
Sending love your way from Beautiful British Columbia Canada … and to Dozer who you both are attached to readers hearts like me … ❤️Nagi ❤️Dozer