I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Oh Ngai my heart aches for you…and tears are flowing…sending healing hugs and much love to you and Dozer xx
Oh Nagi my heart is breaking for you. This is the hardest thing in the world for any fur-mumma to have to go through. We are all behind you and gorgeous Dozer and sending you both so much love. Thank you for sharing your beautiful boy with us. I was lucky enough to meet you both – and your Mum – at a book signing, and I will treasure those memories even more now xxx
Thinking of you and the magnificent Dozer. What a fortunate boy he is to be surrounded by so much love.
Dearest Nagi, I know (we probably all know) how you will be feeling right now.
Our girl Jayne died at nearly 17 years old, she had steaks for dinner and walks to her favourite places.
It is utterly difficult and sad when you know the time is coming. Physical pain from the hurt and too many tears.
Know that all of us are thinking of you and Dozer, you are both loved very much. Bless you both ❤️🐾
Oh Nagi, my throat is all choked up and my heart is hurting for you and beautiful Dozer. I am praying that he will go painlessly when his time comes. I know you will be so heartbroken however so pray that you will feel peace and joy in knowing that he is pain free and at peace.
Just wanted to send you love and that our best thoughts are with you and your boy, dozer! They are never with us long enough.
Dear Dozer ❤️What a champion ❤️Take care Nagi -its so heart breaking to read & Im so sorry you are experiencing this -I do hope he can manage some time doing the things you both enjoy at home xx
So sad to say goodbye to part of your heart, your soul and everything you care for. Memories never fade. I’m sure all of your ‘Team Nagi’ are supporting you now and into the future.
Much love and big hugs. ❤️❤️
I know what it’s like to say goodbye to a much loved pet. They are family and it hurts a lot. I will keep you both in my prayers and hope your last moments with Dozer are special.
I’m so saddened by the news of Dozer. I hope he gets to spend his last days with you. 😢🤞
Thinking of you during such a difficult time Nagi. Dozer is a beautiful member of your family and you are doing all you can to ease his pain. Cherish every moment xx
Dear Nagi, our pets become our family and it is never long enough to be with them. They live in our hearts forever. I cried as soon as I seen your email. Dozer (and you) are much loved by so many people. Thank you for sharing Dozer with all of us. May your heart be filled with so many happy memories of Dozer. Dozer you are such a good dog and I know you love Nagi. Hugs to you both and extra soft pats to Dozer.
I am so very sorry that Dozer is so sick – such a beautiful boy. Brought us so much joy following him over the years. Lots of love and kisses to him. Thinking of you Nagi during this dad time, lots of Love Sally xxxxx
No words. Big hugs to you, Nagi xx Bless those who help carry you through these tough times.
I am so sorry to hear about Dozer being ill! I will pray for both you and Dozer. Be strong and GOD BLESS!
Nagi my heart breaks for you, I’ve met you at book signings twice and showed you pics of my golden Ava. I had to say goodbye to her in May last year when she was 14 and a half so know what you are going through. Saying goodbye is never easy and especially when they are your soul dog. Sending the biggest hug to you and your family and know that all of your fans understand and want you to take the time to heal as best you can.
Please be strong ha those words really means squat at times like this. My prayers & love to you both & my girl Jorjie will be there to show the ropes but I really do hope with all
My heart ❤️ Dozer will be home with you soon 🙏🥰😢. Love & cuddles
My dear lady you have an ANGEL with you and Dozer will always be that ANGEL will always be near you Dozer can feel your love sadness a happiness he always did feel I know Dozer I know you your kind heart when he crosses that rainbow you will be feeling him walking with you where ever you go my heart is with both of you So much love.for so long is a blessing
I am shedding tears as I read this. Fur babies are the most defining part of our lives and I feel sorrow for those who never have the chance to experience a dogs love. Blessings to you and Dozer, My heart bleeds for you.