I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Oh Nagi, tears and huge ((((hugs)))) for you both.
You’d probably not remember but I discovered you when my brother died in 2019 and I was doing lots of cooking for my mum and dad. You even answered my emails and were just so kind.
Enjoy this final time with your beautiful boy. With a truly heavy heart I can commiserate, as my beautiful Charlie is also close to passing (13 y.o Staffordshire, he has cancer).
Much much love Nagi.
Harriet xx
I will be praying you will have the extra time with Dozer. that you both need to love and spoil each other royally. Love and blessings to you and Dozer, Nan
Sending you and Dozer soooooo much love at this time. My heart is crying 😢 😭 💔
Nagi, Prayers, big hugs and love to you and Dozer for the most supportive and positive outcome possible.
My heart is breaking for you Nagi. Love and hugs to you and Dozer xx
Sending so much love to you Nagi and beautiful Dozer 🐶 ❤️
Oh Nagi that makes me so sad I have a goldie called George and he is my absolute baby , they bound into your life and fill it with love so big. Lots of love at this very difficult time. x
Dozer had the best life a dog could have and that is due to you!
Hugs and 🙏🙏❤️❤️.
Sending much love. Feel deeply for you and Dozer
Praying for Dozer🙏
Lost my Golden Koda way to Early 😢
so sad for you magi. Totally understand what you are going through and what Dozer means to you. We have been in this position several times.
Lots of love to you, Dozer and your team xx
Dear Nagi
Having lost my beloved Labrador 3 years ago I feel your pain. With me for 12 years.
I am looking forward to the Rainbow Bridge when I will be reunited with my lifetime of beautiful animals. They are such an important part of life.
I never, ever wanted this day to come for you!! I’m so very sorry, Nagi. I understand your pain completely heartache. Big hugs to you!!
I am reading this with my heart aching for both of you .
I have a 16 year old Jack Russell who is my heart baby and I thank God for everyday I have him and he is healthy … he has a dementia problem but otherwise healthy and seems happy .
I love reading about Dozer and seeing him and my heart is just broken for you going through this .
My love and prayers are with both of you , Nagi
I am so so sorry about Dozer!
That is the problem with dogs, they leave you too soon!
I have always enjoyed the pictures you posted of Dozer, and I can assure you: he had the best life ever! He knew he was loved and enjoyed every minute with you! I wish you all the best!
Dearest Nagi.
Thinking of you and your family and friends who know and love Dozer so much. Thank you for sharing Dozers life with us and for sharing this update at such a personal stage of his life. We love you.
Sending you lots of love and hugs.Thank you for sharing Dozer with us.
Very sad update on Dozer, I hope you manage to get him home to some of those special things. He is such a beautiful dog, had a fantastic life but so sad letting go and saying goodbye. Thinking of you.
Oh Nagi, that’s heartbreaking to hear. Having been through that pain many times, I tear up at the thought. I can only suggest from my experiences that the best way to move forward is to embrace the love of a new pup as soon as you can. Best wishes to both of you. Andrew