I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Thinking of Dozer and of you – I send love and best wishes
Briar. Xx
Sending so much love and strength to you and Dozer. As a fellow Goldie mum I’ve not been able to stop thinking of you and Dozer the past few weeks. You have given him such a wonderful life and every fighting chance. He is so lucky to have you advocating for him. Enjoy these precious days with your beautiful boy xxx
Giantest love to you both as you navigate this part of your journey together. The bond is so huge between you both – it has undoubtedly shaped who you both are in the most amazing ways. Take care Nagi, and rest easy Dozer. You are both so SO loved.
Whoever said diamonds are a girl’s best friend never owned a dog.
May you feel love and strength, you have thousands of friends out here Nagi.
Our sweet Dozer. Lost my Anjah at a grand old age of 18 in 2015 – miss her everyday. The sorrow cuts so deep – she will be waiting on the Rainbow Bridge for Dozer because she will know I loved him too.
Thank you Nagi for all your beautiful recipes and thank you Dozer for always being right there with every one!
Love and hugs from Perth Western Australia
So sad. You have given him the best life, as he has given you! Please, please get him home so he can go in peace if he must
Big hugs Nagi xx
Sending love and hugs from Maurtius ❤️
Nagi, thinking of you . It’s a difficult time. Take care of yourself and be kind to yourself. Dozer is so lucky to have you ❤️
I love how you’re sharing yours and Dozer’s story. We have a choc lab we love very much – she’s our family therapy dog v much in tune with our moods and feelings. I know the day will come when she cant stay with us anymore, and yet we still choose to love and live with special pets who so obviously love us too. My heart goes out to you Nagi. Xx
Sending love to you and Dozer. Letting go is the hardest time.
Thinking of you and Dozer with love ❤️ Take care 🥹
Sending you so much love Nagi. I will be thinking of you and Dozer xox
Thinking of you and Dozer! No words can ease this part of the journey, and many of us can relate all too well to your circumstances. He has had an exceptional life and soon he will be running around with all our beloved pets, up there in the clouds, happy and free from discomfort! Thinking of you both 💕💕
This is heartbreaking Nagi, I am sitting here with tears running down my face 😢
Please know that I am thinking of you and how much you love Dozer, and know how much he loves you.
You and Dozer were meant to be!!❤️
Dear Nagi and Dozer
You know you have lots of love, hugs and kisses all around world. Take care… ❤️❤️❤️🫰🫰🫰 from Sydney
Over the years our family has said good bye to 6 dogs. It is absolutely heartbreaking. You will know when the time is and just cuddle and kiss him as much as you can. 💔
We all understand that Dozer is your priority right now and we are with you at this hard time. Sending big hugs for both of you..
Dear Nagi, I hope that you are able to do all the wonderful things that Dozer loves to do ❤️
Having had the love of, and for, two goldens I feel for you so much Nagi. Dozer is obviously loved beyond measure. Enjoy every second with him🦮♥️