I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Wishing you and Dozer a whole lot of strength in this trying time. It’s been an absolute joy getting to know and seeing Dozer in all your books and website. I love his photo bombs! Much love.
Sending hugs from Canada.
Arms around you in grief Nagi. I know the feeling well. My wife and I lost our Yorkshire Terrier whom we cherished, to illness, as well. We pray that God gives you the fortitude and forbearance to sustain the inevitable. We are with you in spirit. Kind regards. Adil from Karachi, Pakistan.
My deepest thoughts are with you both. Devastating news. I lost my beautiful Chilli some years ago. I still miss her every day. My thoughts are with you love and best wishes Chrissie.xxx
Nagi, you and Dozer are in my heart and prayers. He’s your boy and I feel part of my life. I am so thankful that forever more, no matter where we all are, Dozer will be part of my life. May he be blessed every second he’s earthbound and beyond. With love and light Anna & Bella (my girl). Love and hugs to you Nagi & Dozer <3
Thinking of you – praying for you and Dozer. Sending love from South Africa.
My heart breaks for you Nagi. It’s such a treasured and fraught time with such heightened emotions. I don’t know anyone who doesn’t love Dozer and it’s been a privilege to be a part of his life in stories over the years. Much love and hugs as you travel the last road together ❤️❤️
I’m not a doggy owner, but I’m bawling
Dozer is an amazing dog and you two are a dynamic duo. Thanks for sharing your life together.
The final chapter with our beloved fur babies is bittersweet. You have so much love in your heart for that sweet baby that has given love unconditionally and brought so much joy to your life. I pray you have many more wonderful moments of belly rubs, ear scratches, and puppy kisses. I pray all your beautiful memories bring you comfort. Thank You for sharing your sweet boy with us through the years. Praying for comfort and healing.
If only puppies didn’t grow up … if only adult dogs lived at least 50 years! Love and hugs to you both, and thank you both for the joy you bring into our crazy world x
I’m so sorry – but also, you should be proud of yourself and Dozer. He is a venerable age and has touched many lives…thanks to the work you do and the care you take of him. And thousands globally will miss him – not many dogs can say that when they get to heaven!
On my dog’s last day, we had a dog massage therapist come and give him a massage and then for his favourite non family person to take him for walk (aka take him down to the lake so he could stand in the water). I hope you also get the time to give Dozer his favourite things.
We all love you both so much even though most of us have never actually met you both. Sending love to you Nagi and Dozer. We’re all here for support
This brought me to tears. Sending you and Dozer much love, and wishing you strength for the final chapter with your beautiful boy x
I’m so, so sorry! I have an almost 15 yr old dog, love of my life, like Dozer, and about done with his little short life. If I could attach a picture, I would, he looks something like Dozer.
Deep breaths, many tissues , so sorry for both of us. Thank you for loving him so much.
We had the absolute pleasure meeting Dozer this time last year at the SASH fundraiser – such a beautiful doggo. Sending thoughts and love and hoping that he can get home to enjoy the things he loves best. 🐶💕
This brought me to tears. Sending you and Dozer much love, and wishing you strength for the final chapter with your beautiful boy.
Hi Nagi,
My Thoughts and Prayers are you Both.
Best Wishes
Leanne
To love is the greatest gift
To say goodbye is tough but part of the journey of love
🐶🥰💙 💙 🥰 ❤️ ❤️ 🎈 🎈🎈
This brought me to tears. Sending you and Dozer much love, and wishing you strength for the final chapter with your beautiful boy.