I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Prayers and hugs. I can hardly breathe, knowing your state of mind. Much love to you and to that furry boy.
Nagi, you’re both in my heart as you go the last mile together. The loss will be huge, but I know that there are a million people holding you both as well, and saying farewell to a favourite friend.
Very sorry to hear that Dozer is very unwell, but thankful he has you with him. Hoping he recovers soon.
Oh, this has brought back so many memories, good and sad. Our lovely golden boy Joshua was 14 when he passed, about 25 years ago. Still think of him every day…what a beautiful soul. Wishing you well for the days to come. Remember the joy Nagi, I know Dozer will ! In our thoughts and prayers.
I am so sorry and feel so sad for your boy and you. I know the pain of losing your best pal. There are no words to soothe your soul but to tell you he will always be remembered and always missed.
Oh Nagi, what a roller-coaster you and Dozer have been through. My Fur Baby is the same age and I can’t imagine life without him. He’s certainly lived his best life, and has blessed all your followers with beautiful funny moments. Praying for you x
I’m so sorry for you and Dozier. He and you both bring bright spots to my day. It is always so hard when this happens to our fur babies. Lots of love and prayers coming your way. ❤️
Hearts, Hugs, Love & Prayers are with you both. God Bless our Fur Babies ❤️❤️
So sad my heart hurts for you. Have been their several time. They bring so much joy and love to us.
I am sitting here crying for you ,I know the pain all too well and I know how hard the coming time will be.There will be happy times again.We never get over a death,we just used to it x
Oh, Nagi, my heart just weeps. These precious gifts we are given that we have to let go of…so, so hard. Prayers for his peaceful last days and for your healing. Love to you both and to your team. You all touch SO many lives. ❤️❤️❤️
He is with you, you are home and all the love in the world to him. He will wait for you on the other side.
I’m so sorry to hear about Dozer. I hope he gets good enough to get back home and be with you and in familiar surroundings. Thank you for sharing him with us for so many years, it has been an honor.
My heart is beginning to break. Sending you love and courage. You know how much Dozer means to so many all over the world.
So many of us are with you now – heartbreaking
Dozer & Nagi, I’m shedding some tears myself for you both. Lots of love 💕 that you both have for each other is beautiful. Stay strong. Xoxo Patti (from Canada)
Nagi, you and Dozer are national treasures.
Wishing you all the best with Dozer’s journey. I lost my boy way too young almost 1 year ago. You are wonderful to stay with him in ICU ❤️
I cannot say anything else but to pray for more time, quality time for you and Dozer. I know it’s part of life but a part that no one wants to experience. He’s the most adorable thing and I can relate how you are feeling right now. They’re our joy and although is a lot of work and worries having them, we can’t imagine us without them 🙏🏻
Nagi I have been through the heart break myself a few times over the years and feel so badly for you. Sending you and Dozer all my love. You have had so much love and fun with each other.